Day 344

So a week has gone by since my last post. I really thought I would have more of a relationship with time but tis a new year now, and I'm hoping to rebuild that structure with her. She seems so fleeting it's hard to tie her down into a neat tidy schedule. But alas, today she is here with me as we both wait patiently for my husband to text or call me after yet another big fire. Still no word on the paperwork yet for the new job, and to be honest, I really wasn't expecting them to call while they were on break, which I said before. It's ok. I have good feelings for 2010. I really do. My relationship with my son is awesome, and my marriage is stronger than ever. I have wonderful friends and family, and my cup of hope is bubbling again.

Today I fully plan on enjoying a relaxing day with my beautiful blue eyed angel of a son. This may be one of our last mommy and Lil Man days since I hope to be starting work soon. One thing I know for sure, my husband and I are happy the holidays are over. IT's awesome to watch our little boy's face light up as he unwraps each treasure, but the added stress of family visits etc has finally, and thankfully, ended.

Which leads me to thinking about some people in my life I have come to the conclusion I will never understand; and that make me even more thankful of the relationship I have with my husband. In fact, thought it's on my mind, I don't even think I'll talk about them. I wil just say that I hope they get their act together, find a happy place, and quit yo-yoing their kids through their own emotional turmoil.

So what will 2010 bring for us? A new career for me hopefully, less stress, more financial stability, and a great year with my two men. So yes, hope is bubbling over, refreshed and ready to face any challenges that come her way...