Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Days 355 & 354

Day 355

Yesterday was a migraine day, and I mean migraine day. Not sure if it was stress or what, but it was a doozy regardless. Hope began bubbling again yesterday, to no avail. No call yet. I'm waiting patiently, as patience is trying to make peace with me considering she's never been around in my life before. All in all day number 355 was pretty uneventful.

Day 356

Patience has eluded me today. For whatever reason anxious thought she'd pay me a visit. I think I'm just overly tired though. One more day and it's Christmas eve, and then Christmas. I can't wait for Christmas. The look on a child's face who still believes in Santa that opens up the gift he wanted most is priceless. It's a picture I'll carry with me until the next year. My little boy is so special in so many ways; I'm so happy that he's getting everything he wanted, even if it's a small list! The cup of hope is still filling nicely, as my book loan was approved and I got a little extra on my candle paycheck. At least I know we'll be ok for rent now, so that's a huge relief and weight off my shoulders. Other than that, another uneventful day of waiting.....and shaking of anxious, she's a bit annoying.

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